Our minds has this little voice, we usually use them to read silently. but the little voice in my head is saying other things..
No no, I haven't lost it, It's just that it's recalling a phrase that my bestfriend said..
He was in a long distance relationship, and I don't know why but he always begs me for tips on how to handle relationships, I don't know why either but everything I say makes sense, even if I haven't been in an actual relationship.
He asked for some tips because he gets jealous very easily. I can't blame him, they are, after all, in a long distance relationship, emotions like those can't be avoided, and emotions like that are natural to a human being.
I'm comfortable talking about almost everything with him, so he knows who my crushes are. Then. I told him that whom I am admiring.. is.. admiring another..
When we were talking, he brought up a topic that was now echoing throughout the depths of my brain..
"How about you ced, Aren't you jealous?"
I boastfully answered "Ofcourse not! Trust.. Trust my dear lad" and chuckled, but that.. That was by impulse, I didn't thought of that answer much.. but I am honest, I trust her.. but still..
She tends to tell stories to me every now and then, I enjoy that, but those stories about whom she's admiring.. "Yeah I think he's cool", "You should totally check him out", "Wow he seems like a nice guy".. I don't know why but these are the words I tend to reply after her stories.. stories of admiration.. admiration to another.. I replied those crap that leads guys to the friendzone! I replied those.. when it should be "What? I'm way too cooler than him", "Stop looking at him, look at me! Look at ME!", "I'm a great guy too.."
"That's what you get.. When you see your life through someone else's eyes"
"Thats what you get.. That's what you get.."