The Verge of Destruction

The end is getting near, not for the earth, but for me, and this strange feeling i've felt for the past months, its like im losing a war that was never fought, and my enemy winning by a huge difference but never knew she was in a war in the first place.

For those past months, i've been a stalker, well, maybe thats not the right word for it, And for the no-communication part, I went berserk, and at the same time frustrated, I need to know the real reason for the breakoff, so I consulted a friend of mine about the situation at hand, she said "she's ditching you bro, she could've ditched you in a nice way if you asked me". you may wonder what's this all about, let's just put it this way, once we were talking, and now I think she doesnt know I exist.

Good thing I have this vacation, to relax my body and my mind, the best part here is the "Not-Seeing-Her" part, so I can't be frustrated about what happened, thus, I concluded to myself, "Let go, dont continue this madness anymore", and so it is, I went to my friend's house to take of my mind on whats needed to be forgotten,

Me and my friend has a lot in common in the loving part, she got rejected 12 times, and im shy, so, i've let 3 opportunity pass by, well, as you can see, the numbers are of far difference, but for him, 1 or 2 of those girls accepted him into their hearts, the bummer part is they were seperated by distance, nothing he can do about, then we're doing a hobby together, luckily, he really helped out on the forgetting part.

"How can I forget her when every paragraph above mentioned her?"